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second verse same as the first

  • Writer: Emily
    Emily
  • Oct 18, 2021
  • 1 min read

A bit has happened, so let me start with this weekend. Very early Saturday morning I woke up and got pretty sick (to put it properly: I barfed like I was trying to empty out my toes). Isaac, bless his heart, retrieved my bag of pills and I took my first olanzapine. Luckily I was able to sleep the rest of the night.


But the olanzapine has this super fun list of side effects like:

  1. dizziness

  2. muscle soreness

  3. fatigue

— all of which I experienced to the extreme. I got exhausted going up the stairs. I got tired showering. It hurt to braid my hair. I truly couldn’t stand for longer than a minute or two.

This is utter nonsense and I stopped taking olanzapine this morning. I truly couldn’t live my life with it! I’ll take the nausea. At least it’s fleeting (and I’ll eat my weight in gin-gins).


This morning, feeling better than I had all weekend, I went in for treatment. Well, it was *supposed* to be treatment. But no, not today. Turns out my liver enzymes are even higher today and I have officially entered the Danger Zone. (Maybe this is why I’ve felt so awful!)

Kenny Loggins, you never prepared me for this


I was prescribed prednisone (a steroid) which the doc said should take care of things in the next week and I will go in, yet again, next week. And let’s hope I actually get treatment this time?!?

 
 
 

2 Comments


canarydoor
Oct 18, 2021

Hugs, prayers, and all manner of positive vibes!

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karen.surdenik
Oct 18, 2021

Saying a special prayer for you today Emily. Thinking of you.

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